sick..tired...bored...

For days this frustration has been builing inside me.. and i had been trying to hide it..from the outside world but i guess i cannot hide it anymore and i will eventually come out.

My life is heading nowhere.
My Job is just getting more and more frustrating...
It feels as if i entered an infinite loop with no way to get out.Nothing good happens in my life.

I tried for to get into some decent b school but then luck played it wicked game and was not selected. I was deperately trying to escape from my job but now i have to hold it on for one more year...(kitna pain hain )

The girl i used to like got admitted in another B school and morever she is now with some other guy....(okay i accept waise manie bhi kuch jyaada kiya nahi is mamle mein but still)

The rating i got at my workplace is not good.

Again i was unable to fulfill my parents expectations.( this is the second time after my JEE debacle). Although they will never say but i do have the realization of the same.

Now again one more year to for the CAT .. The wait for something good to happen in life is killing me...

Sometimes i just feel that is it really worth...but i guess that i don't have anyother option...

Lot of things are going throught my mind and i am confused eagrding what should i do??

All my friends are getting what they have wanted and i wonder why is it that i don't get what i want.. i know i am capable to get it.. i also work hard in my own way....


I always wonder why when it comes to me god always denies what i want while others always get it.. everything in my life comes after much delay and that to at a very high cost....

At present i completely confused and lost .....why is it that luck never favours me??? why am i the chosen one???

Still searching the answers for these questions...